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I'm a dumb with no special talents and sometimes I post kinda decent arts go look if you wanna idk pft


I've pretty much given up on trying to sort this shit b y e


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Humanity's Gayest Soldier
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
WOOO hi xD
So I'm a gay, over-emotional, cosplay-obsessed, not-sane-under-any-circumstances, atheist, feminist 16-year-old with not much to do.
My personality is not the norm so have fun getting to know me~
Of course, I act a bit different online than I do in person, as so many of us do, but I'm welcome to making new friends so come and say hi if you wanna. C:
A few things you should know about me —

Gryffindor House STAMP by CrystalLynnbludHufflepuff House STAMP by CrystalLynnbludSlytherin House STAMP by CrystalLynnblud
I am a Slyther-Gryffin-Puff. Aka every house that's not Ravenclaw.

Likes: anime, manga, cosplay (although I have a long way to go), yaoi (and I don't mind yuri either~~~), KPop, Jpop, muthafuckin' rainbows, tumblr, tumblr fandoms, daydreaming, writing, filming, horseback riding.

Dislikes: being scared, bugs and/or arachnids of any sort, close-minded bigots.

Random facts to know about me~:

My zodiac is Virgo and I was born in the year of the ox

I'm gay, but used to think I was bi. I almost feel guilty about it sometimes because apparently the whole "it's just a phase" more or less was applied to me, but I hate when people say that because I know there are legitimate bis out there.
I can still find men attractive. Not very many, but the tumblr men and KPop stars and such...

I am homeschooled.

My guilty pleasures are mainstream pop music (but not Justin Beiber or 1D), cheesy shoujo and yaoi mangas and High School Musical. Don't get me wrong, I criticize it as much as the next person, but... The songs are too damn catchy...

I get very needy and clingy and annoying and I'm so sorry...

I'm strangely attracted to insane characters. The insanity fascinates me...

I'm that person that everyone calls adorable and babies and tells they love them, but they would rather hang out with someone else.

feel inferior a lot...

I've never actually hated myself. Only strongly disliked.

I really dislike how I look from a side angle. -_-

I write things but I don't show them to anyone, though I secretly want to be complimented on them.

I'm the biggest attention whore on the face of the earth :D

Clearly most of my insecurities lie with interacting with other people.

I have this problem where I feel like I need to be better than every boy in the world. I blame the patriarchy.

As someone who is interested in art more than regular studies I often feel like I disappoint my parents because I'm the "art child with no future". Not that they ever said anything of the sort to me...

My weak spot is my neck. Seriously. I fucking make stereotypical yaoi-uke sounds.... It's fucked up, man. like dude do not touch me there. Unless we are making sweet love to each other yessss *V*

Awkward silences scare me...

I startle VERY easily. -_-;;

Think you know enough yet? XD

My fandoms include, but are not limited to:

Harry Potter Stamp by Kezzi-RoseSoul Eater - Stamp by KizushikDurarara Stamp by 07-GhostCrazyyNO. 6 Stamp by Twilight-KiyokoHomestuck Stamp by Demon-DolphinK Project by ReaperFFsevenSekaiichi hatsukoi stamp by vampireotakuhime-sanHetalia animation stamp by Naru-NisaNBC's Hannibal Stamp by Floyd46The Avengers Stamp by QueenJulienSherlock by 1stClassStampsVampire Knight stamp by sixthkidfromthestarzTyrant - Morinaga x Tatsumi by TrainerKellyLoveless stamp by stanleykamuiFullMetal Alchemist Stamp by TheMan268Black Butler Stamp by Armor-of-FireOuran Highschool Host Club Stamp by DogFreak108Stamp - Kekkaishi by SuxinnBleach stamp by sugarblueberryBrave Stamp by Wolf-TerrierHow to train your dragon by AmbreMarineRise of the Guardians Stamp by Van-helsa124The Hobbit by clio-mokonaEl Dorado Scream Stamp by TwilightProwlerLes Miserables Stamp by srattVocaloid Stamp by maxari4Code Geass Stamp by KrisderpPhantom of the Opera-Stamp by xXLionqueenXxAvenue Q Stamp by KrisderpSupport Wicked by trekphanThe Lion King DA Stamp by CharfadeStampsTangled by azianwolfdollJunjou Romantica stamp by Blue-FishiesStamp: Fruits Basket by MoliskiDeath Note Stamp by polaralexStar Trek stamp by Bourbons3Shingeki no Kyojin Stamp by hakutan
Magi Stamp by CaptainOroDangan Ronpa Stamp by RyxedieosFree - Iwatobi Swim Club stamp by Tea-StrawberryKill la Kill STAMP by NeMangaWolf
I'm pretty sure I missed some...

~Accounts (for those who care)~
My Tumblr:
My YouTube:
My Instagram: horriblyanuke
Yes hi 
Tis me
Not that anyone gives a shit but yeah
I'm not dead
Because I still upload shit like every 18363848264 years
Oh god I looked at my old uploads and shit and oh gOD i might just delete half of them ewhfgsidhsh N O
Even my journals are obnoxious jfc
Gomenasai everyone for my weeabooness
Anyways thank you all for putting up with my bullshit ne

Not that anyone cares but here let me self-advertise and tell you that you will have better luck contacting me or prying into my personal life on my tumblr srsly
I also have a Prussia cosplay ask blog, a Kyoukai No Kanata side blog and a snk side blog but those are dumb
Even though I don't post art that often it's usually on tumblr first so 
Also I'll be leaving a lot of groups and just basically cleaning out my watch list soon so gomenasai if I unwatch you it's nothing personal 
It's just I've been getting so many deviations in my inbox that I don't even bother to look at so there's no point (mostly stuff from groups tho) 
So yeah
That's basically it
This was a boring journal
I'm not fun hhhh
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Let It Go from Frozen yo
  • Reading: All the Eremin and JeanMarco fics don't judge me
  • Watching: Kill La Kill

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KyuubiUchimaki059 Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Don't drop that. :3
Hallo. I'm pretty sure you'll know it's Mattie. :3
(and the only reason i said that name here was so that you don't be all like "IT'S A CREEPER" heheh) XD
I'm going to look at your amazing ARTS
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thx for the fav ovo
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Segamewjr Oct 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi, by any chance were you the Prussia in the tutonic knights cosplay at hetalia day 2013 Philadelphia?
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GoddessofAlchemy26 Oct 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!! :cake: 
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